the doll of the name of lucifer

embraced by your arms, you watched over my sleeping face.
heigth: 39 cm, but really 165 cm.
my name is lucifer.
dressed in devil's clothes, your pleasing,
embraceable doll.

i've endured everything to be with you
to live, theres no other way. i endure it...
according to your wishes i continue on as a doll
so won't you love me even a little?

you took my cheek to your breast, everynight I counted your heartbeats.
i'm alive, notice me. yet, i can't speak to you.
i've been staring at you forever
but i, like a toy, can't open my heart to you.

I hid my pain and tears
just a doll to be held by you,
theres no other way. i endure it...
according to your wishes i've become an object.
somehow, please hold the real me too.

can i have you? can i not?
because to you i'm not a human, right?
ever since the day you decided I was your bisque doll,
blood won't flow from my wounds, and on sad days I can't cry.

do I, with a face like a mannequin, not have a heart?
ah, i might as well not have one at all
with this kind of pain.
and so, your established rules:
"don't talk, don't eat, don't move, don't even breath.
my cute lucifer.."

i understand. i'm your trifle plaything.
there's no other way, i love you.
according to your wishes, i've killed my own self
to become your object.
so, won't you please love the real me too?

since the day you threw me against the wall, my heart has been in pieces.
but as you see my broken heart, you feel bad.
wow, with just some glue you heal me
so won't you love me a little? your lucifer.

tonight as well, embraced by your arms, you silently watch over me.
heigth: 39 cm, but really 165 cm.
my name is lucifer.
to be held by my beloved, just for this i've become a doll.
foolish little lucifer.


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