Servant of God

god laid a trap for me too, ensnaring me.
the pure, sweet honey spilled into the palm of my hand
I closed my eyes
I held my breath
slowly,
I drank it up.

chaotic hues spread all over this place
I, the disciple, am punished...

my throat dries up
wandering, searching for water
standing still inside the darkness
with clouded vision
I am wandering, searching after the light
a crazy, deathly melody echoes

the mad musical scale assaults me
I, the disciple, am punished...

the poison spreads
wandering, searching for water
standing still inside the darkness.
clouded vision, my trembling heart is locked away
to the inescapable desire..

to obey
the poison spreads
the painfully blooming clown
i now am god's servant
because i have been dyed in the red blood

grief:
the pain
the sadness
the blood dyed
the tragedy
the isolation
the coldheartedness
the cruelty
the hatred
the blooming
the despair
the separation



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